Sorry

I'm sorry for not being good enough for you !

I'm sorry for the things I did ! 

I'm sorry for the sorrows that I cause !

I'm sorry for what I've said !

I'm sorry for knowing you in the first place !

I'm so sorry that I fall in love with you ! 

I'm sorry ...

choices of life

One of the hardest thing to do in our lives is to choose. Every Single time we have to make a choice it means you have to loose something to gain something, it may not be a good feeling but it is the choices we make which makes us who we are today. Be very carefull of what u choose which path to take, which person you choose to be with, what career or studies to be in. Some of the choices in life may later on make you regret, but it don't mean your gonna die. It is how you face your choices or how your living with the consequences. 

The person you choose to be with May not be the right one. But it is not the end, if it's not meant to be then it is not meant to be, like elders always say "do not give up everything because of a tree, where there's a lot more in the jungle". ( dunno wether the saying is right or wrong ). You choose to leave or not to leave, there are different consequences it is which of the consequences you can live with? 

The path you choose to walk on, it is the path that makes you who you are. Do not neglect your principles for it is the ultimate choice of your life. Live with it ! People or friends who despise your attitude ( if it's a bad attitude change that's what makes you a better person ). Those who disagree with your principles, they are not your friends or family that will support you. It is ok to forget about them. Choose the correct path that suits you and not what others see suits you! 

Choice of career, it is your life. You may earn 10-20 thousand a month but it don't mean your a happy person. People will judge base on your career line, your status or hierarchy in the organization, those are the people who always wants something from you. No matter where you go you will always meet people like that. Do what you wanna do even if it earns you just enough to get by day in and out, that is the life you want trust me. No money but still happy:) 

Studies, a lot of parents wants their kids to be a doctor, a lawyer or even an engineer. They want what's best for their little ones, but it may not promise you happiness. Trust me you will give it all up for something else later in life.

Be who you want to be and not what others want you to be. Live your life to the fullest and never regret what you choose but take it as a lesson to better your future. BE YOURSELF !!! 

The right one !!!

There are a lot of different kind of people around the world. And every each of them spend almost half their lifetime to look for the right one. Now cartoons , movies and other fairy tales always picture a happy ending in every story. How true that every love story end with a happy ending? Not every guy is Prince Charming or every girl is the apple of an eye. But what's the happy ending people are looking for? Stories is a portrait of an human being telling the world what he/she wants in her life. If everybody gets happy endings in their life there won't exist stories anymore. 

Who is mr/mrs right? How do we know that , that person is the right one? Some May go through a lot of relationship some may not, not everybody have the fair share of choices. Apparently everyti me when you first got into a relationship you would think that he/she is the one i am gonna marry. Why? Cause your blinded by the joy of having someone. The media is inputting too much fairy tales or should I say bullshit in your brain. You may be the prettiest girl in the but mr. Right may be the ugliest one on earth. You may be the hottest guy on this planet but mrs. Right may be the fattest chick on earth. Face the fact no matter how ugly or disgusting you look there's always that someone that loves you and cherish you :) 

How do we know who's our mr/mrs right? They often appear out of nowhere! Hahaha! They are ones who accept you for who your are and not what you look. The flaws of your life is a minor thing to them, They are willing to sacrifice their all just to be with you, They are willing to work hard to meet your needs, they will cherish and love you no matter what mistakes you did or how heartbreaking deeds you do towards them, They are willing to forgive and forget of your past. Honestly they often appear right next to you is just that we do not want to accept who they are and what they look like. Still looking for the right one? Try looking at the one right next to you :) cheers peeps !